My Testimony

Now my testimony isn’t about how I partied, did drugs, drank, or hit an extremely low point in my life. It’s not about how I was living a life of sin, but how I was living my life in fear. Also this isn’t being said to scare anyone, but in fact to make it aware to others that these things are real and could happen to anyone. Please be careful when reading this. I know some of you won’t believe it, but I am NOT lying. These things have happened to me. It’s very real and I’ve had numerous people that can testify that these things are true.

As a young child, I was very fearful many nights. I spent countless nights on my parents’ bedroom floor because I was too afraid to be alone. My parents thought that I would outgrow it, but I still sometimes have a problem. I also had a secret that I was afraid to tell anyone – I could see demons and apparitions. One night when I was maybe 8, I was in my bedroom and saw a demon in the hallway. It was a black shadow of a horse and it walked into my brother’s room. In the middle of the night, David woke up to find the 4-legged creature standing in the middle of his bedroom. He didn’t think much about it until the next day, when I mentioned that I saw a horse walk into his room. This was the first time I told anyone that I could see demonic spirits.
When I was 9 years old, I moved to London for 6 months. I lived in a very old building and things got worse. I usually saw the demons when I was all alone. My dad got frustrated because I always got so afraid. I finally got enough courage to tell my mom about what I was afraid of. She believed me and told my dad why I had been so afraid for years. Then my mom and dad could understand better. I was homeschooled during this time, so I ended up volunteering in the café of my Church basement. We got really involved in the church and I ended up giving my life to Christ on May 5^th, 2001. The demonic attacks didn’t stop there though. My mom ended up finding out about how to take authority over the demons from our Pastor. Through Jesus, we have the power to command the evil spirits to leave. One time, I was by myself in a room and a demon came in, stared at me and I screamed for my mom. My mom commanded the demon to leave in the Name of God, but the demon didn’t leave. I told my mom to command the demon to go in the Name of Jesus Christ, so she did and it left. That’s when my mom realized the power of the Name of Jesus. Strange things were happening at the church. Adults would say how they would be walking along and were slammed into a wall, even though nothing was there. One night I got to experience this for myself. I went to the bathroom. I was in there for a long time and my mom was worried and I finally came out shaking and crying. An unseen force lifted me up and smashed my face into the door area of the stall. I had red marks on my face as proof that something did happen. We went outside to calm down and started praising Jesus for being my protector, my strong tower, and the One who always loves me. We didn’t want to dwell on the bad things. I believe that focusing on Jesus helped me to forget about all this fear and attacks. I tend to forget the fact that I have been attacked so many times. God fills me with His peace and love. The only apparition that I’ve seen so far was a little girl who I wasn’t afraid of and would show up at night, always in the same place. She was outside a window of my flat. I thought it might be my sister, Kimberly, who never got to live on this earth. I told my mom and she asked what the girl wanted. It was like I could talk to her without speaking. She wanted to play with me. My mom told me to tell her to play with Jesus. I said that and I never saw her again. One day, my dad felt like we were supposed to walk around the Church 7 times like Jericho. We didn’t know why, but we got 7 friends to do it, early on a Sunday morning. Sook was 1 of the 7 and her sister was visiting from Malaysia. The sister watched and waited as we walked. When we finished, Sook’s sister saw a dark cloud of something go through the roof of the church. She immediately went inside, talked to the pastor, accepted Christ, and left Buddhism. One time, I went to get something out of my room. I stopped at the doorway because I saw demons all over my room. I walked back shaking and crying. My mom went to my room and my room was freezing and she could smell the demons. She can’t describe how bad the demons smelled, but it was the worst smell she ever smelled. We closed the door and I never slept in that room again.

When we left London, I went to Tennessee to see my grandparents. That’s where I saw a demon in the bathtub and was so scared that my mom had trouble getting me to stop shaking. My grandparents, who are not believers, thought I was going crazy. I’m glad my parents knew better than that.

Back in June, I went to bed with so much panic out of nowhere. That’s usually how I sense demons. I prayed and went to bed. The next day, my mom told me that she was attacked by a demon that looked like my dad. My dad was out of town, so it couldn’t have been him. My mom looked at the figure and could tell by just looking at the eyes, that it was a demon. He came over to my mom and put so much pressure on her that she couldn’t even talk. She kept on saying Jesus in her mind until the pressure was lifted off. Then she praised Jesus out loud. My mom called my dad and told him what happened and he was wearing the exact same shirt as the demon was. When my mom told me this, I realized that was what I sensed the night before.

Now, I sense demons, more than I see them. I haven’t been physically attacked by one in a very long time. When I do sense demons, I command them to leave in the Name and the Blood of Jesus Christ and they leave. God gives me peace to calm down and constantly shows me that He is more powerful than them. Please don’t feel scared after reading this. I don’t live in fear anymore. I just call on Jesus and He always comforts me. This may never happen to you and I’m praying that it doesn’t. I’m not asking or telling you to believe me. If you struggle with this topic, pray about it. God will reveal the answer to you. This is my testimony and it’s very real to me. Thanks for reading this!